This won't be the last time our lips touch

All insensitive bastards go away...

2004-07-14T21:08:58Z

dependent

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Wow...That is so me it's not even funny. I am waaaay too dependent on the wrong people. =/ An issue I must work out. Anyways yeah I'm probably going out in a little so yeah this was just to kill some time.

Okay now here's my little rant for today...I'm so jealous of pretty people! I hate it when the guys you used to like go out with these really pretty girls. It's like rubbing it in your face that you'll never be good enough or beautiful enough..yeah wow I hate it. I wish I was gorgeous. Anyways I'm weird and all I'm a very jealous person I know.

What stupid celebrity are you destined to kill? by daydreamer8852
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Bling Bling haha

What Makes You Sexy? by eva71
Name/NickName
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Sexy Body Part Is	Your Boobs
Special Talents Are	Looking Innocent

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ooh I like that one.

At your ten year high school reunion... by robbiewriter
Your school name
Your name
Your job will be	Actor
You will be worth	$680,930
Everyone will think you	are really hot

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I like this one too

Don't Believe In Me...

2004-07-14T01:22:43Z

Okay so yesterday went to Jess' house then we headed over to Sin`e club in the city. We got there and met up with Erica, Fran, Christina, Ross, and Robby. We then had to wait in the rain for a few minutes until they let us in. Free shows = amazing. So we waited a while taking posters off the walls haha until Letter Kills came on. They played an amazing set! At the end I then asked Kyle for a set list and since he gave his away he gave me Pauls =) <33. I got that signed by them all and took pictures with everyone =)...except Dustin =(
Then I bought a pink Letter Kills shirt. I was happy on the ride back to Jess' even though we hit traffic. But we took some weird pictures to occupy us haha<33

Matt <3

Kyle

Tim

Paul..didn't get any good pictures of Dustin =( He was on the other side.

Tim and I

Matt and Me <33

Paul and Me

Kyle and I =)

Ride home...lmao

I have no idea...? I think we were dancing to rap music? lmao

This is my "Titanic" Pose

Jess <33

Kill me...I hate traffic

Getting..sleepy?

Normal-ish

Kissy Face!!

The image I saw before I went to bed that night =P

I wanna see you and me, together this Saturday <3

2004-07-11T00:34:53Z

Okay so I got back from Erica's house today...Fun shit let me tell you.

So at around 6:30 on Thursday I headed over to F-dale to hang with Erica. We went to the mall, had some weird conversations, talked about a lot of things, looked at really amusing things and all. Then her dad came and picked us up and we went to Friendly's. Got some ice cream shakes and stuff and drove back to her house. Got online to tell Joe we saw his sister haha. Then we stayed on her computers a little. Couple of hours later we decided we wanted Banana splits..yum. I felt so fat afterwards. Then we went into the den and finished watching Almost Famous =) I love that movie It is official. So then after some weird conversations and some more listening to The Rocket Summer...I swear we are not obsessed, we went to bed while listening to New Found Glory.

Friday we were awaken by Fran at 10 30 telling us we needed to get out of bed and she wanted us to go outside. So we got into our bathing suits and an hour later headed outside still half asleep haha. We sat out in the sun a little by the pool and eventually went in. We ate cheeseburgers at 4 and then started to get ready to head to Port Jefferson. We were ready by around 6 and so we left. We got there and walked around a little. Saw the cutest puppies <3 and then ate and got some ice cream. We headed over to Salsa Salsa to get Jones Soda, we got one for Jess who wasn't sure if she was goign to meet us later or not. We also went to a store and got sparklers and these little bathtub ducks that change colors. I got a purple one,Erica got a pink one, and we got Jess a green one...they were fucking 2 bucks each...woah. So then we drove to the Village Pub where we met up with Stefani and her friend, and the band Wired. A little while later Jess came and we headed inside. Saw this band Fixer...the singer was really hot, I think he was gay but I don't know probably not...He was wearing fucking crotchless pants...I swear I wasn't looking O:-) haha. So yeah the bassist of that band really reminded us all of Derek from Throne. We talked to him and told him to check out Throne, and then the Singer, Evan came over to us with a proposition haha. He told us that if we could find the pins in their merch bin we could have one free CD and some pins. So what did we do? We searched for those fucking pins, and found them. Then we organize that messy bin because..what can I say we're nice like that haha. Then Wired came on, we missed the first 2 songs because of the organizing thing and all. Evan gave us our CD and pins and we signed their mailing list. After Wired played it was around 11 30 and so we decided to leave. We met up with Evan outside and he thanked us for what we did and all, we talked a little while he told us how they are playing at CBGB's tonight...fuck I wish I could go but oh well. Then some girl came up to us and goes "You girls should be careful, you shouldn't talk to a guy wearing Crotchless pants" haha Evan got all blushy and said "They work don't they?" haha <33 funny shit. So then we headed back to the car and listened to what other than The Rocket Summer on the way back home. Got back and went on the computer, then organized Erica's CD's a little, then fell asleep listening to Motion City Soundtrack.

At 11 this morning Erica's alarm clock went off, she hit "snooze" and then every 5 minutes for the next hour it kept going off and she kept hitting snooze haha. Finally she turned it off. At 1 Fran started knocking on the door telling us to get up. We went on the computer for a few minutes and listened to letter kills. then went outside by the pool. Made 2 bucks by doing 25 laps haha "Now you can buy 2 pins at LK on Monday!" haha funn times. So then we ate some food and talked a little, then headed back to Bellmore.

And that is where my story ends because I'm pretty tired and I'm starving. I'd like to go out tonight..but honeslty I'd probably fall asleep and that's not fun so I'm gonna stay home Sorry Mel and Sean we can def. hang out next week sometime? <33

Yum foods here
~Nikki<3

I'll be the reason that you leave this city.

2004-07-08T04:42:52Z

Okay so today I went to the beach for a little while. Then I went back to Erica's house and hung out there for a little. I can't get The Rocket Summer out of my head now. We started watching Almost Famous, From what I saw I really liked it. I wanna be called Penny Lane from now on lol, that actress is really pretty I forget her name though. So yeah, then we found out about the Letter Kills show that's on monday so we decided we're going to check that out =)
So yeah got home and showered talked to James for a little yayy! He's still in Ohio...what a suprise =/
Probably going to stay over Erica's house tomorrow then go see Wired in Port Jefferson with her on Friday. Hmm so yeah I'm pretty exhausted now I'm probably going to go soon. Night<33

O-Town

You are O-Town. You were thrown together on a TV show called Making The Band and released your first record despite parts getting cut and people getting sick. You had three successful tours and tons of fans. Yet only sold 500,000 copies of your sophtomore album, 'O2'(ouch!) and a year later got dropped from your record label only 3 days after your final concert. However, fans still support every individual even with the announcement of a breakup of the band and Ashley going solo.

Which Boyband Are you? Because I'm THAT cool

The American boy you used to date, Who would do anything you say...

2004-07-06T20:27:42Z

Okay, so the past few days have been a little boring. Found out some pretty bad news from James =/ looks like he'll be stuck in Ohio a little longer than expected. Um, well Z should be home soon from PA, and Austin is still in California..lucky bastard. I wanna be in California.

Um, I'm home today because nobody's around and my mother won't let me go out of town today...grr. Hmm so I guess in a little while I'll see Jess if she's going to that show thingy our parents want to go to I have no idea. But if she's going then I guess I'll go.

If you're a bird, I'm a bird

2004-07-04T03:56:23Z

Okay, So today was really fun. Went into the city with Jess and Erica. Walked around alot and all, Had a good time. Went into Freaks, and some other stores. So yeahh I'm waaay tired right now. I'll update again tomorrow.
Night

I hope you choke on this

2004-07-03T00:12:40Z

Okay, so yesterday I went out with Bern, Melissa, and Kelly. We went and saw The Notebook. Wow, I don't think I have ever cried so much over one movie in my life. So sad but so amazing. I loved it and I suggest you all get off your lazy asses and go see it =)

After the movie Melissa and I went back to Bern's house. We dropped Kelly off at home. The three of us then ate left over chinese food yumm and frozen pizza funn shit right there. We played bullshit with "Jake" haha. Then we watched The Texas Chainsaw Massacre, wow fucking disturbing, I have to rent it haha. Then we convinced ourselves that someone we know, he will remain nameless, was going to come after us all and kill us with a chainsaw hahahaha "Do you wear other people's faces?" I asked so many people that.

Then we couldn't find Bern's other scary movies so we watched Jeppers Creepers 2...not that good but yeah it was like 2 am so it didn't matter what we watched. Then we finally went to bed, woke up around 10 ish? Then Melissa wanted to go in the pool, yet when we got in she freaked out because she thought "He was in the water with the chainsaw" <333 lmao. Soon we got out of the pool (basically 10 minutes later) and got ready to go to Jillians. Got there had some fun.."bought" an Elmo for Kendal haha and we so did not tell some strange man where we live hahaha. So yeahh after that I went home, now I'm kind of sleepy.... Had a fun two days haha <3 wish I had brought my camera.

...I miss him =(

Bored...

2004-06-30T21:54:36Z

Okay, So I'm really bored and I'm looking at pictures from a couple of weeks ago. I might as well take the time to post them because it will give me something to do. So yeahh...

Me and Jess in a shopping cart outside the mall at night

Jess<33

Yay Kait

Erica doesn't like getting her picture taken hehe <3

Don't I look worried? haha

Back at Jess' house hehe

Me dancing lmao I wasn't even drunk haha

heh

Before I went to sleep

Grambo's stomach at the FOB show haha

Little Jason wearing my headphones <3

Amanda's turn <33

I have the cutest twin cousins <3

Jay Jay

Mandy

I want to steal them =)

We were destined from the start..<3

2004-06-30T06:06:17Z

Bored, So I'm taking these from Melissa <3

Your Suicide.. by Konstantine
Your Name/Username
Favorite Number?
Favorite Color?
Gender?
How will you commit suicide?	Pills + Alcohol (fun!)
How many tries will it take?	35
When will you commit suicide?	May 24, 2026
What will your suicide note say?	The munchkins made me do it!

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this is your life. by rarrr
username
age
your label	druggie
your favorite band	dashboard confessional
your favorite thing to do	eat eat eat
you will die from	being lame
you hate	your job
your best friend is	your mom

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When and how are you going to die? by hateyerstate
Insert your name here.
Year	2015
Month	July
Day	Wednesday
How?	Raped by your lover.
Where were you?	In bed.

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Yeahh, of course I get this one as my results, I know I am one day going to be raped =/

How Crazy Are You? by ChaoticThief
User Name
Favorite Color
Gender
What Psychosis You Have	Depression
When you are Diagnosed	November 8, 1993
What it makes you do	Try and Rip your Skin off

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...Wow how accurate these things are amazes me.

Why would you commit suicide? by chibiodango
Username
Favorite color
Lucky number
Day of death	August 1, 2030
Commited Suicide because..?	No one cared.

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..heh

Okay so anyways, I can't get a certain someone out of my head and it is driving me insane. I don't know why I can't stop thinking about him =/ I'm listening to a song and the part "Live your life without me, you'll die trying 'cause your life's worthless and i'm your only hope" it just reminds me of my relationship with him. Wow am I pathetic or what? I depend on this kid to be there 24/7 and when he's not here I go insane. I'm waaaay to dependent on my "friends". Oh well...I'm off to bed Io ho molta I forget the word for tiredness haha wow I def. failed my italian final. So yeah I'm sleepy night night<3

I never thought that you could say these words..Is this really happening?

2004-06-29T20:40:05Z

Okay, so yesterday I went to the mall with Jess and our mom's because I needed new clothes and because me and Jess decided that my aunt was the one who would convince my mother to let me go to shows this summer without knowing what my Italian Final grade was. Success =) I got to see Last Week play at the Downtown...again. But it was Yanni's last show that's why I needed to go..and Neal's birthday of course. So at the mall my mom bought me some new skirts, a tube top and I got some new bras which I really needed. Hmm but half of the shirts I wanted didn't fit the chest area all that well =(

So then after many attempts to convince my mother to let me go, we finally got her to agree =). So she drove us from the mall back to Jess' house. We changed and soon Fran and Erica came to pick us up. We headed over to the Downtown where outside we met all the Zozangers who were making a sign for Yanni and getting together the gifts for Neal. Went inside and bought tickets, then went and met up with Kait and her friend Danielle. Said hey to Neal and Yanni ♥ ,Ido and Matt weren't found until later. So then we all hung out and listened to Wired when they came on, then Last Week. I thought I was going to cry watching Yanni up on stage, knowing that school and his education would bring him in a different direction. I'm happy for him and I wish him the best of luck =) Matt had a little...incident on stage...I thought he was on drugs or drunk or going to be sick or something. Kind of scary..turns out he was dehydrated and had a leg spasm from banging into Ido? I don't know, but I hope he feels better <33 So then after they played I went back because I wanted to take a picture with the birthday boy and with Yanni. Took me forever to get to Yanni since he's a big rock star now =P Remember the good old days when you could go hang with the guys without a crowd of girls pushing you all around. Damn Z100! Haha but I'm happy for the guys and their success. So then me and Jess headed back to her house. We layed around and ate baked lays we were incredibly tired. Started watching School Of Rock but we fell asleep right in the beginning and didn't wake up until 11 30.

So today woke up and we actually watched School of Rock. Then we got dressed and my mom came to get me at 2 30 ish.

Fun Times=) Thank you Jess for taking pictures when my camera died ; ) <33

Happy Birthday Neal!!

Ido, I love this picture of him

Matt, when he went on stage with Wired

Yanni and his "tough face" as Jess calls it <33

Last Week's..Roadie? "Who is that funny looking kid" haha Erica I love you<3

Awww

Matt singing, before he hurt his leg =(

Yanni and Matt

Yanni's ass haha

I look like shit but oh well it's Neal woot

Yanni and me, I'm going to miss him =( I look like I'm afraid of him there haha.

Suspended like spirits over speeding cars...

2004-06-27T04:46:06Z

Tonight...was just plain amazing.
Most fun I have had in such a long time.
I'm about to pass out and I want to sleep for forever I'm so exhausted.

I love you everyone from tonight <3333

Lmao Bri Bri, I honestly thought we were going to be caught with the glass in the street again.

Playing Lesbian Spin the Bottle
Emi-"I love being a dyke!" <33 lmfao.

James is going to stop by for a little. =)

Tomorrow, If I can wake up I must go to the mall and then hang out with James most def. ; ) <333

Cristan with Emi's thongs on her head "I hope these are clean" Lmao <33
Cristan making out with the duck haha
Cristan..and the duster?
Fucker, Bri is the pimp hahaha
Emi!!<33
Jesssss ...what can I say we like the finger=P
Sexyyy bra
Big fucking tits <33
Danielle is one hot chica
cOOkie monster on my boobies, took me many attempts to take this picture right.
Bad girl bad bad girl<33 Nikole I <3 you
I <3 Nikole's socks
And Emi's thong
...enough said.
HAHAHA
Oh my, Can we say "what the fuck did I do last night?"
Bri Bri...oh my.
Danielle's feet hurt her =(
I'm scary hehe
I don't know what the fuck I was trying to do.
That duck is a whore.
Night night...The End<33

Yay...

2004-06-25T04:57:48Z

Okay, So today was just great. Me and Bri Bri headed out to West Islip again. Bern and Melissa<3. Amazingness. Walking around getting in trouble how many times was it? haha. Funn stuff right there let me tell you. Playing Bullshit and Uno with Nsync and 101 Dalmation cards hahaha.

Then tonight James came over and we watched some movies again <3. James Scott Renola is amazing and he owns me =D !!! Had a good time with him ;) haha.

You make me happy <3

I'm out for now.
~Nikki<3

Life sucks...

2004-06-23T04:14:53Z

okay, so yesterday was amazing<3. So much laughter *Manly voice* I love you too. Haha that girl was so fucking ugly it hurt lmao. And that girl Erica was so fucking funny "You motherfucking ugly bitch" lmao she wanted to throw a brick at that kid Mike's head lmfao. Funn shit.

Today started off really well, then I woke up. Z came over early and decided hey i'm going to shower at your house, then cook you breakfast and almost burn down my house with his shit pancakes. I love you Z <33 haha. So then I went out to eat with some people Friendly's =) funn stuff right there. So then at 3 Chris stopped by for a little before he went to work. We talked and stuff it was fun =D <333. After he left my day just started to suck. I got ditched by so many people. So I have come to the conclusion that I have no friends GO ME! Hmm so then I just layed around thinking about shit, wanting to die, took a walk hoping to get hit by a car...didn't happen. So yeahh not in the best of moods but oh well I made it through another day...

Night..or something.

Such an empty alone...

2004-06-16T03:08:31Z

Okay, So no school tomorrow that's a plus =)
Yesterday was the Punchline, Anberlin<3333, and Fall Out Boy show. AmAzinggggg, Not going to go into detail about the whole 200 degree temperature of the downtown, with the 300 people sweating and breathing and spitting all over the place. All I have to say is by the end of the night my clothes were stuck to me and I loved every minute of it =P Met some amazing people, saw some very cool kids, went with some pretty hot people ;)

So today I had my Italian Final, let's prey for my summer's sake that I got a 90 or above or else no shows for me until september...=O So then I went to my aunt's and babysat my little twin cousins...soo cute<333

Then later on I hung out a little bit with Travis from
Levittown, because he just kicks sooo much ass. He is a sexy piece of mother fucking ass ;) <33. Definatly one of the coolest kids ever, Great guy. No doubt about it I'll be hanging out with him sometime soon again <3333.
Nikki <3 Travis =)

Yeahh so basically now I'm just relaxing and drinking tea because I'm soooo cool =P Tomorrow I'm going to go pick out my new glasses because I think it's time I start to take my contacts out once in a while. So yeah I'm going to go..
Night Night ~Nikki<3

Kiss me one last time

2004-06-05T22:54:51Z

Okay, so I have come to the conclusion that I don't like my life. I need to make massive changes. I'm extremely tired right now and kind of pissed off/depressed/bitchy/ who knows what else it's just not good.

So last night what did I do..Hmm I got home and then just laid around a little I was feeling pretty sick. So then I went to Charlie's house. Hmm Kevin and Paul were there, we walked to Ace then to Subway. Me and Kevin split a sandwhich of his choice and he tried to jip me out of my money =P Biiiitch. mHmm so yeahh then we went to Bellmore Playhouse to go see Harry Potter 3 but we were too late and it sold out =(. So then we walked around for half an hour talked to some people we saw along the way. Then we decided to catch the 9 30 movie...in Merrick. My parents didn't trust my enough to let me go so they made me go home early...still not getting over that one, major yelling fits when I got home let me tell you. Yeah then I cleaned up the house a little and then fell asleep somewhere around 11 30 I think. I shoulda went to the show with Nikole instead =/ .

So today Jess, Erica, and I went to go see Harry Potter 3. The book was better but the movie did kick ass. Now I have to babysit my little brother so basically my parents screwed me over two nights in a row...I really want to die right now. Box of pills in the bathroom right next to me...I'm set to go. So yeahh I now have to write the last Ennglish essay of the year, due on Monday. Wow summer soon..Can't wait!! Oh and Austin..Feel better <3 Do me a favor and don't call me if your puking your guts up at the time ever again =P <33.

Later all.
Nikki<3

Cover me when i'm shivering...

2004-06-02T02:24:03Z

Okay so today it was back to school, that was all boring. yeahh I have come to the conclusion that I am going to fail every final except for my bio regents because Bio is just easy (even though I was freaking out over my review book yesterday hehe). So then I got home did some work in my s.s review packet and then went to the mall. Got chocolate lipgloss and oh my god i'm in love with it :P It's so yummy..and Austin seems to like it hehe. So then I got the best thing ever sent to me in IM, from Emi a picture of the hottest kid ever :P and he's offically single now so there's a chance!! haha yeahh I'm going to bed I need sleep...

Night Night
~Nikki<3